My Only One Friend

Well...I'm not quite sure how I start it...Truly is making a friends is not an easy job. It's the hardest job you ever seen. But I already meet up some of people is really hard to make friends. Some is mocking one and some is bully one. Anyway, I was meet some of these...they actually using me as like their toys.

Well...let me explain and tell you a story about my real life of experience and until now I only have one friend. It's true.

You know...all folkes just say that don't be alone, make friends at outside will give you some different view better from your own. All my parents just give me advise to make friends with them. Well...I done it but it seems not just as they say.
Well...firstly is kinda easy to make more friends. Really happy in this way but slowly...something's not quite right. I thought this is going to be going smooth. In one day, my sister came and one of my friends surprised to see my sister and he say that she's pretty. Yeah...of course she's pretty, though. He want to knowing her so I have to tell her right away. And she did. She willing speak to him. And I hope they will become best friend not what you think about boy-friend or girl-friend sort of.

For a couple of months, my sister told me that your friend so fast want to catch up me to fall in love. 
I shocked! This is not good...my sister just only 18 and my friend is now 24. Same as my age one. She telling me that he got guts to speak like that. So I tell her what did he say?

He said "I really love you, can we be more serious having a date or willing hold my hand?"

Holy mary mother of god...what did he think??!!! What did he think my sister are? A some kind of robot or puppet?! Firstly I need to talk to him about it. But suddenly he just telling me that my sister not accepted his love and I told him it's because you so in rush and he telling the final word. "Did your sister still love me?" he said in his depressed eyes. So I have no choice but to tell the truth. "Nope, she say you keep forcing her and rushing her." And he nodded and left away. And the war begins.

After he heard that my sister told him, his appearance and attitude change. Begin treat me like rubbish. Not willing teaching some studies and willing treat them for dinner except me. But I don't mind. I still live with them because of study in college.In one day, I'm usually go to my own hostel. And it's raining quite heavy...so I have to closed the windows. And one of my friends come and he open it back and accidentally broke the windows. He just stand here and glares at me but I didn't see him because I know already he's already hate me very much. And he scold me in his bad ways like he never did it before. Since we know each other, he treat me very nice but now it's different already. Not him only, other his friends told them don't treat him nice. He will make you more stupid. So I can't hold it moch longer and decided to move out from this hostel. So I just keep seaching and searching and lastly, I finally found it although quite shabby but there also got people who live there. 

Well...this is it. My new place and I introduce myself and they also same college as me. In subject, they willing teach me and some of them willing treat me for a dinner. I was quite happy. And when in school, I see back my old friend who treat me and tease me. He come towards me and ask me why you moved out? I just keep silence and left away. One of my friend who I live with scold him and said "This is your fault that your friend willing to move out, live with us not like you bunch of ass-holes.Only a small things that his sister not loving you and you put him a big pressure, tease him, mocking him and bully him! You think this is funny things ha?! Man...I was so touched that one of my friend is willing help me that much. Things is going really ok. After 2 years in Ipoh, which I lived nearby...I was moved out, back to my hometown because my dad wants me to come back. So I did it...I was going back.

After came back, I was helping my dad do some work and other stuff to do. And I got one long lasting friend in my hometown. He seems very nice to me but sometimes...he changed. I don't know why but it feels like he's different that I never know him before.